Sweetie came over for the night.
I won't be moody when i wake up at 6 am tmr with him ard.
Thanks Baby!!

I just typed a whole chunk of words but i deleted them cause i realised no one will understand anything. Only i will. I don't need to whole world to know, i just need Eddie and myself to know it.

thank you baby for everything
i am indeed very grateful.

Never felt this worried for anyone before.

):

So sleeeeeeeepyyyyy how?

" GOODNIGHT! "
Hope tmr will be a better day for everyone, including me!

It was good to meet up with my sec sch classmates, esp those i haven't seen in a long while. Missed them so much, esp kitty, deb and mimi! So long since i saw them. It was a pity yiling had to leave early. Had a bowl of kimchi noodles for dinner, and ice-cream for desert! Breakfast was beehoon and a lil of ed's nasi lemak over at his place and lunch was yummy niang taufoo at people's park complex. My other two colleagues had it as well and it was damn good. (: Work today was over at chinatown interviewing old people. Internship coming to an end very soon. Yes! haha. And yes this concludes today, and rip Michael Jackson.

And thurs was even a better day cause my bf sacrificed soccer for me!! So touched. He said his friends disturbed him about spending too much time with me, but haha, i'm proud to have him as my boyfriend man! As he knows, i'm the kind of girlfriend who needs lots of company. Well, we had yummy chinese food at some restaurant at cathay!! Anw, this week i had cravings for all kinds of food and my appetite was huge, thus i suggested zhi-cha, i ordered like so much, and we managed to finish them all up! It was kind of funny when the waitress asked baby what kind of fish he wants and all, and he will say in chinese, " Let her decide..." Haha, so whenever she asks us something, she asks me straight, ignoring ed. hahaha. The food was damn super good but costly but nvm, i had a hearty meal that night. That night was good, haha, cause it ended with me singin away. (:


look at all the empty plates!!

Ohman, eddie's away from me for the second time): feels weird whenever he's faraway from me, thank god he bought the hi-card thing so he can stil talk to me. I know i'm being paranoid cause he will be back in like.. hmmm... a day's time.. and that is tmr late night. I see him everyday somehow, esp this week when he fetched me to work every morning, feels weird and lost when he's away. Be back soon b.

and JAYS meetup soon!!

Aiyoh, why cannot sleep?
Supposed to head to bed after hanging up the phonecall with Ed, but can't sleep!
Feels weird somehow
Tmr will be a better day! yay! cause.. ed sacrificed soccer for a date with me!
how amazing.. (:

I hate my past.

Cause my brain's feels like it's gonna explode into many small pieces.



















He's the reason why i'm still going on despite all the weird things happening in my life.


Anw, I saw my small figure the Music clinic's poster i saw outside Kbox! I spotted myself quick cause it was a performance photo i had as well, i'm so proud to be in it, but not proud anymore cause i'm no longer involved. It's such a depressing thing. I miss them! ):

(  A normal day  )




The best thing about me is you.

Gastric flu hit me once again, vomiting 8 times in one night doesnt feel goood.
And it sucks even more to be stuck at home with a giddy head and nothing else to do.
I hope i recover soon.

And to the boy who will do anything, and everything for me.
Thanks for rushing me to the doc at 430 in the morning, despite feeling so damn tired after more than 12 hours of work the day before and yet another 16 hours of work to face the next day.

I appreciate all the effort, and i really wish you were here by my side like last night.
I miss you ):

Still in office and i miss my bf badly.
Can't wait to spend time with him after his first day of work today.
Met up with JAYS yesterday and it's so annoying i cant upload pics onto FB and they are all waiting for the pics!
Sorry you all, will post here when i have time at home later.
Anw, miss them so much and i want stayover next Thurs, if i manage to take my off next friday (:
I'm so hungry but i'm cashless because i forgot to withdraw and get money from my mom this morning.
Plus, i'm lazy to go to walk to hougang mall to buy food later ):
Baby faster end work and bring me to eat whatever i want like you used to.
Three weeks of work for you will be damn tiring i understand, considering what you do at work.
I won't mind NO kl if that means more time of us together on a normal day like today..

Understand baby?
See you tonight, can't wait.
Work damn boring but fun cause the three of us laugh at everything and we imitate everything.
LQ took video of me somemore.. hahaa
will miss them lots when we end IAP ):

He gave me a smile (:
My amazing boyfriend,
thank you for everything.

Love,
your ah fat,
Ally

i cause 3 power trips in my entire office,
got my colleagues cracking up with things i say,
found my ez link's missing from my mo gu tou pouch ):
find it hard to wake up on time
realised i haven't been running for more than a mth
and i can't even do my leg lifts anymore,
which is damn saddening!!
Need to do exercises before i sleep again from tonight onwards
cause i'm getting quite fat
but not getting really annoyed with it
wants to sleep early but i'm down with a weird tummy ache
which is annoying me
because i have a long day tmr
I need to think of when to take my 2 days off
check with eddie on when's his hols
Plan my long awaited KL trip with my bf
and start booking it
Getting annoyed with the songs i choose for the competition
guess i lost it all
the determination
No motivation to compete anymore ):
Heck, should not treat it tt seriously anm
I met yating and she bought me stuff from LONDON
she got me a tiny bottle filled with jam from Alice's shop in Oxford!
So cute!! Alice in wonderland!!
and diva, such a sweet girl
talked from 7 to 10 nonstop
K box soon!
My tummy is stil not getting better and i need to go to bed
i have long day tmr
JAYS meetup! (:
Hanrong passed out from bmt!
seriously need to RUN ASAP
and i found out i have 4 of my bf's home shirt and two pants in my cupboard
Gonna steal all his big shirts to sleeep in, heehee (;
8 more weeks to end of attachment (:
sad and happy ahh
but i'm soooo looking forward to KL with my fat boy!!
I uploaded some videos of my performance and my fat boy!
Shall upload here soon!
(:
Should go sleep!



byebye!!

Getting bored at work! Xy was down with flu, and we all wore masks in the office. Damn funny that day! I uploaded a hell lot of photos in facebook! Have been snapping alot of pictures recently with the new cam! The super cam!


Meet-up with nich after work on Thurs, after so long. Feels good catching up with him. (: That night was crazy mad, and after that night, i can really tell how much my bf loves me, just like how Tommy is always confident that Eddie loves me only. I know i have made him fuming mad that night, i can tell he was so mad til he wanted to abandon me already but of course, he took care of me so well despite his injured leg. I feel so touched to have such an amazing guy by my side. He scolded me, on and on but i know it was for my own good, he scolded me, but he did so many things for me at the same time. Thanks alot (:









Today i accompanied ed to chinese doc. at bedok, his poor leg, hate that guy who made him injured! Now, he has a smelly foot! yeww. After that, followed his mom and sis to salon, and i trimmed my hair, got a pair of heels from dr. martens, not cheap at all. Money gone again. ): Had Fishhead steamboat for dinner, was really good. (: So hungry now but i gotta sleeep, have performance at Tampines tmr. Wanna thank B for tmr in advance!!

Busy Busy weekend. Night!

I think this shoot will be most memorable throughout my entire intern, quite glad i'm part of it, learnt alot.
Tmr's the last day! Finally i can have weekends to myself again!! So happy! Lack of sleeep, i gave rehearsal a miss and went for relative's bbq next door! cool. This sunday will be performance, quite looking forward to it though, and i quite miss my poly mates suddenly.. ):

Ok, really have to sleep, 12 hours of shooting tmr, last day though.

My superman boyfriend, only a bit bad-tempered, haha.
Two more days!

Stomach's grumbling and making weird noises. ahhhhh. Anw, today's supposed to be a damn good day for me cause i end work at 4pm and start work at 6pm tmr. Meaning i have the longest hours of free time to myself from last week! Anyhow, was way toooo tired to go anywhere, supposed to watch movie but did not in the end. Anw, tmr's day 9 of the shoot already! I miss the office and liqing, and even newton food already. Oh ya! I played the role of the nurse in the shooot! haha, feels damn weird to act even though i had to say nothing, wonder how actors do that, don't they feel awkward acting in front of so many people, with so many pairs of eyes watching them. It's like when i go for singing auditions, guess it's just a matter of getting used to. That's life all about i guess. hmmm... i'm supposed to sleep but it's the only day i can sleep late so why not sleep late even though i'm tired. hahaha. B's the opposite, wants to sleep but can't.. Today we went for usual teochew porridge but i don't feel satisfied eating my fav. dishes. I kept telling him this and he kept giving me the weird look. hahaaa. And i watched xiao niang re on Tvmobile outside the teochew porridge stall! power ok! B's car got TV NOW! wooots. And, yes, got some friends to catch up with next week (: And also, spend quality time with Ed next week when i freeee! Life's getting goood, i hope!

Good morning all!
I just woke up not long ago from eddie's crib, yesterday i was too tired to go back home after a long day of shoot and rehearsal. Now that most of my daily necessities are brought over to his place, it's so convenient! My shoot starts at 4 today and i am so lucky to have ample sleeeeeeeep today, hope it gets my eyebags away.. I can pull through this weeeeeeek! After 1 june, i can relax and not work so hard everday anymore!!! yay.. And last night, i woke up crying to eddie, cause i had a bad bad dream about us, hope it doesnt happen.. HAve been in a rreally bad moood lately due to pms.. sighh. Can't wait for this week to go by!! Ok gtg!!

Take care everyone!

Even though i haven't seen him for just a day, i miss him more than anything else.
He's my motivation, my daily dose of happiness.
I wonder when is the next time i can see him, i wonder when we can spend more time together.

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